Sadie stormed up in to wing. She couldn't believe what she had seen when she was picking up flower bulbs for her sister. Apollo was flirting with another girl and that was what putting her in a bad mood. It wasn't like they was really dating yet. But when she was helping him study for his OWLS, she knew that he was flirting in. And what made it bad that he promised her that he would come up. Sadie then walked over to a mirror that she had hanging on the wall. There was something about guys going for younger women. But she didn't think that she was that old. Now Sadie knew that she was cursed because of this. It was just bringing up feelings about Michael. That was her forbidden love. And it was because her parents didn't approve of him. But he was in the same boat as she was. Now it seemed like the only person left in her life was Jaden. Sadie didn't really go around to seeing her parents anymore. She was focused on being a healer. And she knew that her mother would tell her she needs to find a good pureblood boy. And not some halfblood or even a muggle. They would always bring up that Jaden was doing what was right for the family. But Sadie would always bite her tongue. Because she knew that her sister really didn't like the idea. And she never meet the guy. Sadie knew that she was lucky on that part, because she wasn't being forced into a marriage. But she knew every pureblood ball her mother would push her towards any guy.
This was why Sadie would do anything to make sure that her sister was happy. Because Jaden wasn't judging her about her life. Sadie was the one that got Jaden to join quidditch after her parents approved it. Jaden just had to promise that she wouldn't' kill herself while she was ridding a broom. When her sister was a first year, Jaden wanted to be like her older sister. But she explained to her that she was her own person. And it seemed like this year she turned a different leaf. Sadie knew that she must have talk to Azalea about something. But the whole summer Jaden was worried about her roses. And she couldn't help but laugh at her sister. Over the summer she was helping Jaden plan on her flower shop. It was nice to think about something else besides having more school. But Sadie was a healer now and this was what she wanted. Sadie knew after talking to Jaden that she wanted to open her own shop. And Sadie would do anything to see that happen. Even if that meant that she bought the shop for her little sister. Even though Jaden said she wanted to be head healer at St Nick's. But she was sure that was because she was a healer. And over the summer Sadie would listen as Jaden was talking about a boy named Brayden. She couldn't' help but laugh because she could tell that it sounded like puppy love. But she would never say that out loud, and Jaden was too young to be thinking about boys. But it was nice to have spent the whole summer doing nothing, but when September came it was back to work. Soon she was going to start on redoing the wing. And she was sure that her sister was going to help her. She would ask around to see if anybody else wanted to help her. So it wouldn't be the boring white.
Sadie smiled as she was thinking about Jaden was working on a project for her. Sadie wanted flowers that looked real and smell real. But she didn't want them to die. She wanted to bring the place to life. And maybe help people to not hate it as much. Sadie was researching different oils that she could burn that would make it a much calmer place. But she was looking at herself in the mirror she couldn't help but see a small sad girl. And she knew that was her. Because it seemed like guys where always leaving her. But she knew that she wasn't going to cry over them. Because it would be pointless. But that is when it all turned to rage. That is when she started to talk to her reflection . " You are nothing but a sad excuses for a person. No wonder all the guys you dated or even crushed on leave you. " That is when she punched the mirror and watched as it was shattering. She knew latter she was going to have to clean up the mess. But she then slide down the wall and started to cry. This was not how she seen her life going. All she wanted to do was to be happy. But now she was in the down in the deepest deeps. It seemed like there wasn't any life.
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